Nothing can always be something but it is not everything. Don't be afraid of change. You may lose something good but you will gain something much better. So don't waste your energy on things you can't change. Walk away from toxic people and hopeless situations. Surround yourself with those that bring out the best in you, not the stress in you. Life is much brighter when you focus on only what truly matters.
Assalamualaikum to all Muslims.
Of course it has been so long since the last time I've updated this blog. My latest entry before may have been about approximately 2 months. I am already has been a university student. That feeling of being a college student was quite tough for me at the beginning. Day by day, I get used of it. Alhamdulillah maybe all of the experiences that I've been through before help me to become a tough person.
Most of the important thing i would like to say is,
The tough thing you are feeling right now is actually making you into a stronger person. This quote may seems common. But, do know that life is actually getting tougher so you always become better. What you are facing right now may you get to feel later in your future. And the matter that you will going through afterwards is way more complicated than right now.
Dont worry. This entry right now is not actually about something sad I'm feeling right now. Just a little post about anything that I would feel like to share since it has been so long to type and blogging again.
First of all, I would like to share the most favourite thing in my institution that I would always like to see and never get boring of it. Scenery. And also its sky. I dont even know why but everyday I will fall in love with every sky that I've seen though it's only one sky. Maybe this is what people said as everyday i fell for you more and more. Lol. But that's the truth about the top one thing that I like.
Being a university student, I learnt that this is surely and absolutely not a school although we have all lectures and classes just like schools do. Having no class means you can go and topped up your sleep. Or actually get your additional sleep, I would say. The most painful truth is, no one can you depend on. Even your best friend, or either a roommate, also yourself. Hahahaha i still cannot trust on myself and that's why i said as no one. Including you, yourself. Unless you aren't a human. Erk.
As long as you don't give up, nothing is over.
Even if you've given up, you still can wake up and start over.
Exam. The day after tomorrow, I'll be taking my mid term examination and I am so extremely nervous although I may look cool somehow. Every time I wake up from sleep, of course there are thoughts of reading notes and understand it also memorising all of it. I hope so that I will always fulfill my after sleeps's dream. Wish me luck. Oh yes, the most shocking for a beginner university student is when the lecturers told us that the exam will be held at the evening while in the morning there will be classes as usual. Soooooooooooo we will only have time to study at night. On that moment, I just can think of, "Oh, so this is how a university works."
Enjoy your life, guys. Eventhough I've been only two months here, but surely there are times which I know that I did not even let myself free to join everything happening in my surrounding. Get to know people, and this is how people will know you. Of course, make friends.
I do feel a little advantage since I am living far from my family right now although we are still in the same country, but since I am now staying on a land which full of many cultural and people of many races, I got to know Malaysian better. Hoping to explore this Borneo, of course that is my dream. Be challenging, Don't always stuck yourself in a such comfortable condition. Go and walk around even the event is so hard and difficult to accomplish.
Lost is a lovely place to find yourself.
Well all of these are what I'm noticing myself about since I may stucked in this stage for years so reminding myself on the same time noticing related person out there too.
Oh yes. I still remember, "Jangan dok bercinta haa kat sana." This is my mom's warning when the first time I called her from here to share the experience of orientation week. InsyaAllah I'll try to fulfill her wish. When there is the most right time, the right person will come. May him be someone who hates coffee. Or not, I'll ask him to choose me or coffee? k. It must be a big embarassing if suddenly said that he will never leave coffee just for me. Homakgad. And the question of the year, who is he? Teeeeeet..... loading.
Life is too short. There is no time to leave important words unsaid.